Don’t Ask Me How I Feel If You Don’t Really Want To Know

The human capacity for burden is like bamboo- far more flexible than you’d ever believe at first glance. –  Jodi Picoult

Two bulging discs in my back.

Mesh holding my stomach together.  

The key – I believe

after some thirty years of study –

a strong balanced core.

Well, balance –

surely you agree –

is tough to get,

tougher to maintain.

Especially especially as you

strange phrase

grow older

and travel and walk and sit and write and fuck and drive.

And sleep.

Even sleep.

There is an equation

and an art

and a science

to maintaining balance.  

Forgot

to remain flexible.