Another member of the Class of 19-long,long time ago just got sent to the Principal’s Office In The Sky. Why does it always happen during the Christmas season?, I’m asked. Just seems that way, I tell them. – JDW
You guessed it.
That’s me right in front of the teacher.
We didn’t start dating until spring semester.
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Dear Margaret,
Good to hear from you,
even if the reason is sad.
Whenever we lose a classmate,
get out my copy of the yearbook
and go, Oh, I remember her.
Or not.
You I carry in my boyhood heart.
Which, it must be noted,
is where I carry myself.
Have become so emotional of late
wife mentioned my crying to the doctor.
Man-o-pause perhaps, too much estrogen maybe.
Honey, I’m hormonal.
Good news is, not consciously depressed.
And I am crying at happy stuff.
Kind of embarrassing.
Just wrote a Christmas piece with a tragic ending.
Stomach problem for eleven months.
Literally.
And I know what “literally” means.
Roiling right now like a bad marriage.
The campaigns, the election, incoming gang of thugs,
Xmas sales, hypocrisy and greed
and prevarication, now that extra gonad,
not to mention inevitable conclusion
aging best defined as living
and decomposing at the same time.
Not literally, of course.
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Happy Holidays!!
The cheerleaders who wouldn’t have anything to do with me in high school are now sweet old ladies with grandchildren. So, all I actually wrote back was, she’s in a better place. An inane sentiment becoming truer every day that passes.